Sunday, November 9, 2014

New Blog

Greetings in the Blessed name of our Lord and King! We are considering a new blog so i think i will upload this one into it. The next blog will be a combination of the 3 blogs i have started. Zion Road, The Free Box Bike, and this one. I'm thinking of a online community blog with more attention on instruction and teaching for all those who might be interested. When we started this format on blogger i had a Internet connection , but then shortly after my family moved to Missouri and did not. For the past few years i have been trying to up keep these blogs with my spotty connection and a cell phone. i have to say for those who have been following this thanks for hanging in there! Please comment on what you think would make this more appealing to you in relation to content and i will be happy to considering applying it. As a waiver i would like to say i will be sharing my opinions and views on scripture and other topics possibly, but that by no means, means it is the only valid opinion or view. Feel free to correct me on any doctrine etc,etc, you think I'm off on and we can have a spiritual conversation about it.Thanks.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Arise and shine

For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope: for a living dog is better than a dead lion. [Ecc.9:4]

Sunday, August 17, 2014

As for man, his days are as grass:

So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom. What shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
  Surely the people is grass. The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand forever. The world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.
  Behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation. Use this world but not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away. Let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is;but exhorting one another and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Redeem the time

" Dont look back and cry about how you could have done things differently... LOOK FORWARD AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE !"

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Like the wind

If we were in Africa or Bolivia, we might be considered well off but in this country we seem a little odd for living in a rv, but what a blessing it is to be debt free and own your own home!

Its a level most people would chringe at having to experience. But I really feel blessed and free not strapped down or intangled to much.

However,we are saving up to rent a house possibly closer to the city if God Wills. The benefits of being closer for ministry is something God has been putting on my heart for sometime now. If anyone out there could atleast pray for His help in this area we will be thankful.

Pray for the Church that God would raise up true pilgrims and strangers willing to forsake all they have in this life to follow the King !

Thursday, July 10, 2014


"They that will be rich fell into temptation and a snare, and into
many foolish and hurtful desires, which drown men in destruction
and perdition." 1 Timothy 6:9.
1. HOW innumerable are the ill consequences which have followed from
men’s not knowing, or not considering, this great truth! And how few are
there even in the Christian world, that either know or duly consider it!
Yea. how small is the number of those, even among real Christians, who
understand and lay it to heart! Most of these too pass it very lightly over,
scarce remembering there is such a text in the Bible. And many put such a
construction upon it, as makes it of no manner of effect. "They that will
be rich," say they, "that is, will be rich at all events; who will be rich, right
or wrong; that are resolved to carry their point, to compass this end,
whatever means they use to attain it; ‘they fall into temptation’ and into
all the evils enumerated by the Apostle." But truly if this were all the
meaning of the text, it might as well have been out of the Bible.
2. This is so far from being the whole meaning of the text, that it is no part
of its meaning. The Apostle does not here speak of gaining riches unjustly,
but of quite another thing: His words are to be taken in their plain obvious
sense, without any restriction or qualification whatsoever. St. Paul does
not say, "They that will be rich by evil means, by theft, robbery,
oppression, or extortion; "they that will be rich by fraud; or dishonest
art;" but simply, "They that will be rich:" These, allowing, supposing the
means they use to be ever so innocent, "fall into temptation and a snare,
and into many foolish and hurtful desires, which drown men in destruction
and perdition."
3. But who believes that? Who receives it as the truth of God? Who is
deeply convinced of it? Who preaches this; Great is the company of
preachers at this day, regular and irregular; but who of them all, openly.10
and explicitly, preaches this strange doctrine? It is the keen observation of
a great man, "The pulpit is the preacher’s strong-hold." But who even in
his stronghold has the courage to declare so unfashionable a truth? I do not
remember that in threescore years I have heard one sermon preached upon
this subject. And what author, within the same term, has declared it from
the press? at least, in the English tongue? I do not know one. I have neither
seen nor heard of any such author. I have seen two or three who just touch
upon it; but none that treats of it professedly. I have myself frequently
touched upon it in preaching, and twice in what I have published to the
world: Once in explaining our Lord’s Sermon on the Mount, and once in
the discourse on the "Mammon of unrighteousness;" but I have never yet
either published or preached any sermon expressly upon the subject. It is
high time I should; — that I should at length speak as strongly and
explicitly as I can, in order to leave a full and clear testimony behind me,
whenever it pleases God to call me hence.
4. O that God would give me to speak right and forcible words; and you to
receive them in honest and humble hearts! Let it not be said, "They sit
before thee as my people, and they hear thy words; but they will not do
them. Thou art unto them as one that hath a pleasant voice, and can play
well on an instrument; for they hear thy words, but do them not!" O that
ye may "not be forgetful hearers, but doers of the word," that ye may be
"blessed in your Need!" In this hope I shall endeavor,
I. To explain the Apostle’s words. And,
II. To apply them.
But, O! "who is sufficient for these things?" Who is able to stem the
general torrent? to combat all the prejudices, not only of the vulgar, but of
the learned and the religious world? Yet nothing is too hard for God! Still
his grace is sufficient for us. In his name then, and by his strength, I will
To explain the words of the Apostle..11
1. And, First, let us consider, what it is to be rich. What does the Apostle
mean by this expression?
The preceding verse fixes the meaning of that: "Having food and raiment,"
(literally coverings; for the word includes lodging as well as clothes,) "let
us be there with content." "But they that will be rich;" that is, who will
have more than these; more than food and coverings. It plainly follows,
what ever is more than these is, in the sense of the Apostle, riches;
whatever is above the plain necessaries, or at most conveniences, of life.
Whoever has sufficient food to eat, and raiment to put on, with a place
where to lay his head, and something over, is rich.
2. Let us consider, Secondly, What is implied in that expression, "They
that will be rich?" And does not this imply, First, they that desire to be
rich, to have more than food and coverings; they that seriously and
deliberately desire more than food to eat, and raiment to put on, and a
place where to lay their head, more than the plain necessaries and
conveniences of life? All, at least, who allow themselves in this desire,
who see no harm in it, desire to be rich.
3. And so do, Secondly, all those that calmly, deliberately, and of set
purpose, endeavor after more than food and coverings; that aim at and
endeavor after, not only so much worldly substance as will procure them
the necessaries and conveniences of life, but more than this, whether to lay
it up, or lay it out in superfluities. All these undeniably prove their "desire
to be rich," by their endeavors after it.
4. Must we not, Thirdly, rank among those that desire to be rich, all that,
in fact, "lay up treasures on earth?" a thing as expressly and clearly
forbidden by our Lord, as either adultery or murder. It is allowed,
(1.) That we are to provide necessaries and conveniences for those of
our own household:
(2.) That men in business are to lay up as much as is necessary for the
carrying on of that business:
(3.) That we are to leave our children what will supply them with
necessaries and conveniences after we have left the world: And,.12
(4.) That we are to provide things honest in the sight of all men, so as
to "owe no man anything:" But to lay up any more, when this is done,
is what your Lord has flatly forbidden.
When it is calmly and deliberately done, it is a clear proof of our desiring
to be rich. And thus to lay up money is no more consistent with a good
conscience, than to throw it into the sea.
5. We must rank among them, Fourthly, all who possess more. of this
world’s goods, than they use according to the will of the Donor: I should
rather say, of the Proprietor; for he only lends them to us as Stewards;
reserving the property of them to himself. And, indeed, he cannot possibly
do other wise, seeing they are the work of his hands; he is, and must be,
the possessor of heaven and earth. This is his unalienable right; a right he
cannot divest himself of. And together with that portion of his goods
which he hath lodged in our hands, he has delivered to us a writing,
specifying the purposes for which he has intrusted us with them. It;
therefore, we keep more of them in our hands than is necessary for the
preceding purposes, we certainly fill under the charge of "desiring to be
rich:" Over and above, we are guilty of burying our Lord’s talent in the
earth; and on that account are liable to be pronounced wicked, because
unprofitable, servants.
6. Under this imputation of "desiring to be rich," fall, Fifthly, all "lovers
of money." The word properly means, those that delight in money; those
that take unpleasure in it; those that seek their happiness therein; that
brood over their gold or silver, bills or bonds. Such was the man described
by the fine Roman painter, who broke out in that natural soliloquy: —
Populus me sibilat, al mihi plaudo
Ipse domi simul ac nummos contemplor in arca. f1
If there are any vices which are not natural to man, I should imagine this is
one; as money of itself does not seem to gratify any natural desire or
appetite of the human mind; and as, during an observation of sixty years, I
do not remember one instance of a man given up to the love of money, till
he had neglected to employ this precious talent according to the will of his
Master. After this, sin was punished by sin; and this evil spirit was
permitted to enter into him..13
7. But beside this gross sort of covetousness, the love of money, there is a
more refined species of covetousness, mentioned by the great Apostle, —
pleonexia — which literally means, a desire of having more; more than
we have already. And those also come under the denomination of "they
that will be rich" It is true that this desire, under proper restrictions, is
innocent; nay, commendable. But when it exceeds the bounds, (and how
difficult is it not to exceed them!) then it comes under the present censure.
8. But who is able to receive these hard sayings? Who can believe that
they are the great truths of God? Not many wise not many noble, not
many famed for learning; none, indeed, who are not taught of God, And
who are they whom God teaches? Let our Lord answer: "If any man be
willing to do His will, he shall know of the doctrine whether it be of God."
Those who are otherwise minded will be so far from receiving, it, that they
will not be able to understand it. Two as sensible men as most in England
sat down together, some time since, to read over and consider that plain
discourse on, "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth." After
much deep considerations one of them broke out, "Positively, I cannot
understand it. Pray do yet understand it, Mr. L.?" Mr. L. honestly replied,
"Indeed, not I. I cannot conceive what Mr. W. means. I can make nothing
at all of it." So utterly blind is our natural understanding touching the truth
of God!
9. Having explained the former part of the text, "They that will be rich,"
and pointed out, in the clearest manner I could, the persons spoken of; I
will now endeavor, God being my helper, to explain what is spoken of
them: "They fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and
hurtful desires, which drown men in destruction and perdition."
"They fall into temptation." This seems to mean much more than simply,
they are tempted. They enter into the temptation: They fall plump down
into it. The waves of it compass them about, and cover them all over. Of
those who thus enter into temptation, very few escape out of it. And the
few that do are sorely scorched by it, though not utterly consumed. If
they escape at all, it is with the skin of their teeth, and with deep wounds
that are not easily healed.
10. They fall, Secondly, into "a snare," the snare of the devil, which he
hath purposely set in their way. I believe the Greek word properly means.14
a gin, a steel trap, which shows no appearance of danger. But as soon as
any creature touches the spring, it suddenly closes; and either crushes its
bones in pieces, or consigns it to inevitable ruin.
11. They fall, Thirdly, "into many foolish and hurtful desires;" anohtouv,
silly, senseless fantastic; as contrary to reason, to sound understanding,
as they are to religion: Hurtful, both to body and soul, tending to weaken,
yea, destroy, every gracious and heavenly temper: Destructive of that
faith which is of the operation of God; of that hope which is full of
immortality; of love to God and to our neighbor, and of every good word
and work.
12. But what desires are these? This is a most important question, and
deserves the deepest consideration.
In general, they may all be summed up in one, the desiring happiness out
of God. This includes directly, or remotely, every foolish and hurtful
desire. St. Paul expresses it by "loving the creature more than the Creator;"
and by being "lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God." In particular,
they are, (to use the exact and beautiful enumeration of St. John,) "the
desire of the flesh, the desire of the eyes, and the pride of life;" all of
which, the desire of riches naturally tends both to beget and to increase.
13. "The desire of the flesh" is generally understood in far too narrow a
meaning. It does not, as is commonly supposed, refer to one of the senses
only; but takes in all the pleasures of sense, the gratification of any of the
outward senses. It has reference to the taste in particular. How many
thousands do we find at this day, in whom the ruling principle is, the
desire to enlarge the pleasure of tasting! Perhaps they do not gratify this
desire in a gross manner, so as to incur the imputation of intemperance;
much less so as to violate health or impair their understanding by gluttony
or drunkenness: But they live in a genteel, regular sensuality; in an elegant
epicurism, which does not hurt the body, but only destroys the soul;
keeping it at a distance from all true religion.
14. Experience shows that the imagination is gratified chiefly by means of
the eye: Therefore, "The desire of the eyes," in its natural sense, is, the
desiring and seeking happiness in gratifying the imagination. Now, the
imagination is gratified either by grandeur, by beauty, or by novelty:.15
Chiefly by the last; for neither grand nor beautiful objects please any
longer than they are new.
15. Seeking happiness in learning, of whatever kind, falls under "the desire
of the eyes;" whether it be in history, languages, poetry, or any branch of
natural or experimental philosophy: Yea, we must include the several
kinds of learning, such as Geometry, Algebra, and Metaphysics. For if our
supreme delight be in any of these, we are herein gratifying "the desire of
the eyes."
16. "The pride of life" (whatever else that very uncommon expression, h
alazoneiz tou biou, may mean) seems to imply chiefly, the desire of
honor; of the esteem, admiration, and applause of men; as nothing more
directly tends both to beget and cherish pride than the honor that cometh
of men. And as riches attract much admiration, and occasion much
applause, they proportionally minister food for pride, and so may also be
referred to this head.
17. Desire of ease is another of these foolish and hurtful desires; desire of
avoiding every cross, every degree of trouble, danger, difficulty; a desire of
slumbering out life, and going to heaven (as the vulgar say) upon a
feather-bed. Every one may observe how riches first beget, and then
confirm and increase, this desire, making men more and more soft and
delicate; more unwilling, and indeed more unable, to "take up their cross
daily;" to "endure hardship as good soldiers of Jesus Christ," and to "take
the kingdom of heaven by violence."
18. Riches, either desired or possessed, naturally lead to some or other of
these foolish and hurtful desires; and, by affording the means of gratifying
them all, naturally tend to increase them. And there is a near connection
between unholy desires, and every other unholy passion and temper. We
easily pass from these to pride, anger, bitterness, envy, malice,
revengefulness; to an headstrong, unadvisable, unreprovable spirit: Indeed,
to every temper that is earthly, sensual, or devilish. All these, the desire or
possession of riches naturally tends to create, strengthen, and increase.
19. And by so doing, in the same proportion as they prevail, they "pierce
men through with many sorrows;" sorrows from remorse, from a guilty
conscience; sorrows flowing from all the evil tempers which they inspire.16
or increase; sorrows inseparable from those desires themselves, as every
unholy desire is an uneasy desire; and sorrows from the contrariety of
those desired to each other, whence it is impossible to gratify them all.
And, in the end; "they drown" the body in pain, disease, "destruction,"
and the soul in everlasting "perdition."
1. I am, in the Second place, to apply what has been said. And this is the
principal point. For what avails the clearest knowledge, even of the most
excellent things, even if the things of God, if it go no farther than
speculation if it be not reduced to practice? He that hath ears to hear, let
him hear! And what he hears, let him instantly put in practice. O that God
would give me the thing which I long for! that, before I go hence and am no
more seen, I may see a people wholly devoted to God, crucified to the
world, and the world crucified to them; a people truly given up to God, in
body, soul, and substance! How cheerfully should I then say, "Now
lettest thou thy servant depart in peace!"
2. I ask, then, in the name of God, Who of you "desire to be rich?" Which
of you (ask your own hearts in the sight of God) seriously and deliberately
desire (and perhaps applaud yourselves for so doing, as no small instance
of your prudence) to have more than food to eat, and raiment to put on,
and a house, to cover you? Who of you desires to have more than the plain
necessaries and conveniences of life? Stop! Consider! What are you doing?
Evil is before you! Will you rush upon the point of a sword? By the grace
of God, turn and live!
3. By the same authority I ask, Who of you are endeavoring to be rich? So
procure for yourselves more than the plain necessaries and conveniences
of life? Lay, each of you, your hand to your heart, and seriously inquire,
Am I of that number? Am I laboring, not only for what I want, but for
more than I want?" May the Spirit of God say to every one whom it
concerns, "Thou art the man!"
4. I ask, Thirdly, Who of you are, in fact, "laying, up for yourselves
treasures upon earth?" increasing in goods? adding, as fast as you can,
house to house, and field to field! As long as thou thus "doest well unto.17
thyself, men will speak good of thee." They will call thee a wise, a prudent
man! a man that minds the main chance. Such is, and always has been, the
wisdom of the world! But God saith unto thee, "Thou fool!" art thou not
‘treasuring up to thyself wrath against the day of wrath, and revelation of
the righteous judgment of God!’"
5. Perhaps you will ask, "But do not you yourself advise, to gain all we
can, and to save all we can? And is it possible to do this, without both
desiring and endeavoring to be rich? nay, suppose our endeavors are
successful, without actually, laying up treasures upon earth?"
I answer, It is possible. You may gain all you can, without hurting either
your soul or body; you may save all you can, by carefully avoiding every
needless expense; and yet never lay up treasures on earth, nor either desire
or endeavor so to do.
6. Permit me to speak as freely of myself as I would of any other man. I
gain all I can (namely, by writing) without hurting, either my soul or
body. I save all I can, not willingly wasting anything, not a sheet of paper,
not a cup of water, I do not lay out anything, not a shilling, unless as a
sacrifice to God. Yet by giving all I can, I am effectually secured from
"laying up treasures upon earth." Yea, and I am secure from either desiring
or endeavoring, it, as long as I give all I can. And that I do this, I call all
that know me, both friends and foes, to testify.
7. But some may say, "Whether you endeavor it or no, you are undeniably
rich. You have more than the necessaries of life." I have. But the Apostle
does not fix the charge, barely on possessing any quantities of goods, but
on possessing more than we employ according to the will of the Donor.
Two-and-forty years ago, having a desire to furnish poor people with
cheaper, shorter, and plainer books than any I had seen, I wrote many
small tracts, generally a penny apiece; and afterwards several larger. Some
of these had such a sale as I never thought of; and, by this means, I
unawares became rich. But I never desired or endeavored after it. And now
that it is come upon me unawares, I lay up no treasures upon earth: I lay
up nothing at all. My desire and endeavor, in this respect, is, to "wind my
bottom round the year. — I cannot help leaving my books behind me.18
whenever God calls me hence; but, in every other respect, my own hands
will be my executors.
8. Herein, my brethren, let you that are rich, be even as I am. Do you that
possess more than food and raiment, ask, "What shall we do? Shall we
throw into the sea what God hath given us?" God forbid that you should!
It is an excellent talent: It may be employed much, to the glory of God.
Your way lies plain, before your face; if you have courage, walk in it.
Having gained, in, a right sense, all you can, and saved all you can; in spite
of nature, and custom, and worldly prudence, give all you can. I do not
say, "Be a good Jew giving a tenth of all you possess." I do not say, "Be a
good Pharisee; giving a fifth of all your substance." I dare not advise you
to give half of what you have; no, nor three quarters; but all! Lift up your
hearts, and you will see clearly, in what sense this is to be done. If you
desire to be "a faithful and a wise steward," out of that portion of your
Lord’s goods which he has for the present lodged in your hands, but with
the right of resumption whenever it pleaseth him,
(1.) Provide things needful for yourself; food to eat, raiment to put on;
whatever nature moderately requires, for preserving you both in health
and strength:
(2.) Provide these for your wife, your children, your servants, or any
others who pertain to your household.
If, when this is done, there is an overplus left, then do good to "them that
are of the household of faith." If there be an overplus still, "as you have
opportunity, do good unto all men." In so doing, you give all you can;
nay, in a sound sense, all you have. For all that is laid out in this manner,
is really given to God. You render unto God the things that are God’s, not
only by what you give to the poor, but also by that which you expend in
providing things needful for yourself and your household. f2
9. O ye Methodists, hear the word of the Lord! I have a message from
God to all men, but to you above all. For above forty years I have been a
servant to you and to your fathers. And I have not been as a reed shaken
with the wind: I have not varied in my testimony. I have testified to you
the very same thing, from the first day even until now. But "who hath
believed our report?" I fear, not many rich: I fear there is need to apply to.19
some of you those terrible words of the Apostle, "Go to now, ye rich
men! weep and howl for the miseries which shall come upon you. Your
gold and silver is cankered, and the rust of them shall witness against you,
and shall eat your flesh, as it were fire." Certainly it will, unless ye both
save all you can, and give all you can. But who of you hath considered
this, since you first heard the will of the Lord concerning it? Who is now
determined to consider and practice it? By the grace of God, begin to day!
10. O ye lovers of money, hear the word of the Lord. Suppose ye that
money, though multiplied as the sand of the sea, can give happiness? Then
you are "given up to a strong delusion to believe a lie;" — a palpable lie,
confuted daily by a thousand experiments. Open your eyes! Look all
around you! Are the richest men the happiest? Have those the largest
share of content who have the largest possessions? Is not the very reverse
true? Is it not a common observation, that the richest of men are in general,
the most discontented, the most miserable? Had not the far greater part of
them more content, when they had less money? Look into your own
breasts. If you are increased in goods, are you proportionably increased in
happiness? You have more substance; but have you more content? You
know that in seeking happiness from riches, you are only striving to drink
out of empty cups. And let them be painted and gilded ever so finely, they
are empty still.
11. O ye that desire or endeavor to be rich, hear ye the word of the Lord!
Why should ye be stricken any more? Will not even experience teach you
wisdom? Will ye leap into a pit with your eyes open? Why should you
any more "fall into temptation?" It cannot be but temptation will beset
you, as long as you are in the body. But though it should beset you on
every side, why will you enter into it? There is no necessity for this: It is
your own voluntary act and deed. Why should you any more plunge
yourselves into a snare, into the trap Satan has laid for you that is ready
to break your bones in pieces? to crush your soul to death? After fair
warning, why should you sink any more into "foolish and hurtful
desires?" desires as inconsistent with reason as they are with religion
itself; desires that have done you more hurt already than all the treasures
upon earth can countervail..20
12. Have they not hurt you already, have they not wounded you in the
tenderest part, by slackening, if not utterly destroying, your "hunger and
thirst after righteousness?" Have you now the same longing that you had
once, for the whole image of God? Have you the same vehement desire as
you formerly had, of "going on unto perfection?" Have they not hurt you
by weakening your faith? Have you now faith’s "abiding impression,
realizing things to come?" Do you endure, in all temptations, from
pleasure or pain, "seeing Him that is invisible?" Have you everyday, and
every hour, an uninterrupted sense of his presence? Have they not hurt
you with regard to your hope? Have you now a hope full of immortality?
Are you still big with earnest expectation of all the great and precious
promises? Do you now "taste the powers of the world to come?" Do you
"sit in heavenly places with Christ Jesus?"
13. Have they not so hurt you, as to stab your religion to the heart? Have
they not cooled (if not quenched) your love to God? This is easily
determined. Have you the same delight in God which you once had? Can
you now say,
I nothing want beneath, above;
Happy, happy in thy love?
I fear not. And if your love of God is in anywise decayed, so is also your
love of your neighbor. You are then hurt in the very life and spirit of your
religion! If you lose love, you lose all.
14. Are not you hurt with regard to your humility? If you are increased in
goods, it cannot well be otherwise. Many will think you a better, because
you are a richer, man: And how can you help thinking so yourself?
especially, considering the commendations which some will give you in
simplicity, and many will a design to serve themselves of you.
If you are hurt in your humility, it will appear by this token: You are not
so teachable as you were, not so advisable; you are not so easy to be
convinced, not so easy to be persuaded; you have a much better opinion of
your own judgment and are more attached to your own will. Formerly, one
might guide you with a thread; now one cannot turn you with a cart rope.
You were glad to be admonished, or reproved; but that time is past. And
you now account a man your enemy because he tells you the truth. O let
each of you calmly consider this, and see if it be not your own picture!.21
15. Are you not equally hurt, with regard to your meekness? You had once
learned an excellent lesson of him that was meek as well as lowly in heart.
When you were reviled, you reviled not again. You did not return railing
for railing, but contrariwise blessing. Your love was not provoked, but
enabled you on all occasions to overcome evil with good. Is this your case
now? I am afraid, not. I fear you cannot; "hear all things" Alas, it may
rather be said, you can bear nothing; no injury, nor even affluent! How
quickly are you ruffled! How readily does that occur, What! to use me so!
What insolence is this! How did be dare to do it? I am not now what I was
once. Let him know, I am now able to defend myself." You mean, to
revenge yourself. And it is much, if you are not willing, as well as able; if
you do not take your fellow-servant by the throat.
16. And are you not hurt in your patience too? Does your love now
endure all things? "Do you still in patience possess your soul," as when
you first believed? O what a change is here! You have again learned to be
frequently out of humor. You are often fretful; you feel, nay, and give way
to, peevishness. You find abundance of things go so cross, that you cannot
tell how to bear them.
Many years ago I was sitting, with a gentleman in London, who feared
God greatly, and generally gave away, year by year, nine tenths of his
yearly income. A servant came in and threw some coals on the fire. A puff
of smoke came out. The baronet threw himself back in his chair and cried
out, "O Mr. Wesley, these are the crosses I meet with daily!" Would he
not have been less impatient, if he had had fifty, instead of five thousand,
pounds a year?
17. But to return are not you who have been successful in your endeavors
to increase in substance, insensibly sunk into softness of mind, if not of
body too? You no longer rejoice to "endure hardship as good soldiers of
Jesus Christ." You no longer "rush into the kingdom of heaven, and take it
as by storm." You do not cheerfully and gladly "deny yourselves, and take
up your cross daily?" You cannot deny yourself the poor pleasure of a
little sleep, or of a soft bed, in order to hear the word that is able to save
your souls! Indeed, you cannot go out so early in the morning; besides it is
dark, nay, cold, perhaps rainy too. Cold, darkness, rain, all these together,
— I can never think of it." You did not say so when you were a poor man..22
You then regarded none of these things. It is the change of circumstances
which has occasioned this melancholy change in your body and mind you
are but the shadow of what you were! What have riches done for you?
"But it cannot be expected I should do as I have done. For I am now
grown old." Am not I grown old as well as you? Am not I in my
seventy-eighth year? Not, by the grace of God, I do not slack my pace
yet. Neither would you, if you were a poor man still.
18. You are so deeply hurt, that you have nigh lost your zeal for works of
mercy, as well as of piety. You once pushed on, through cold or rain, or
whatever cross lay in your way, to see the poor, the sick, the distressed.
You went about doing good, and found out those who were not able to
find you. You cheerfully crept down into their cellars, and climbed up into
their garrets,
To supply all their wants,
And spend and be spent in assisting his saints.
You found out every scene of human misery, and assisted according to
your power:
Each form of woe your generous pity moved;
Your Savior’s face you saw, and, seeing, loved.
Do you now tread in the same steps? What hinders? Do you fear spoiling
your silken coat? Or is there another lion in the way? Are you afraid of
catching vermin? And are you not afraid lest the roaring lion should catch
you? Are you not afraid of Him that hath said, "Inasmuch as ye have not
done it unto the least of these, ye have not done it unto me?" What will
follow? "Depart, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and
his angels!"
19. In time past, how mindful were you of that word, "Thou shalt, not
hate thy brother in thy heart: Thou shalt in anywise reprove thy brother,
and not suffer sin upon him!" You did reprove, directly or indirectly, all
those that sinned in your sight. And happy consequences quickly
followed. How good was a word spoken in season! It was often as an
arrow from the hand of a giant. Many a heart was pierced. Many of the
stout-hearted, who scorned to hear a sermon,.23
Fell down before his cross subdued,
And felt his arrows dipt in blood.
But which of you now has that compassion for the ignorant, and for them
that are out of the way? They may wander on for you, and plunge into the
lake of fire, without let or hindrance. Gold hath steeled your hearts. You
have something else to do.
Unhelp’d, unpitied let the wretches fall.
20. Thus have I given you, O ye gainers, lovers, possessors of riches, one
more (it may be the last) warning. O that it may not be in vain! May God
write it upon all your hearts! Though "it is easier for a camel to go through
the eve of a needle than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of
heaven," yet the things impossible with men are possible with God. Lord,
speak! and even the rich men that hear these words shall enter thy
kingdom, shall "take the kingdom of heaven by violence," shall "sell all for
the pearl of great price:" shall be "crucified to the world, and count all
things dung, that they may win Christ!"

Thursday, June 5, 2014

New 12 foot house.

Painting this old 12 foot camper to match our 30 foot rv. Looks like the road could be coming soon. Stay tuned.

Friday, May 23, 2014


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Thursday, January 30, 2014

Thank Yeshua  some brothers made it past homeland security and were able to preach the true gospel to the Canadian people !!! It seems like some of them have ears to hear aswell.

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Things you cant do !

Recently my wife's mother went her a Hawaiian cookbook she's had since 1977. This was inside. It really blessed us. Taste and see the Lord is Good!

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New years eve

Last night brothers went downtown together to witness. There was a number of good conversations that I hope will lead to something more. Two brothers got their sings stolen, one brother had a water bottle thrown at him and another brother got semi assaulted by a older woman. But Praise the lord because where iniquity did abound grace did much more abound! One brother after his sign got stolen decided to go looking for it just in case they  ditched it in the trash. After searching for about a block there it was! It was on the ground under a police officer who was writing the women who took it, a ticket. The brother was able to testify of Gods forgivness and get his sign back, praise God. Plus he was able to get the women off the hook by not pressing charges, Thank yeshua for dropping the charges against us and forgiving us. Just as his love has provoked us to good works hopefully the women will see the error of her ways and be provoked  aswell. Let us walk in newness of LIFE !

Friday, December 27, 2013

Praise the Lord

Its been a busy past 6 months but im thankful for all thats been getting done. My wife just had another baby girl and were feeling blessed. So thankful she is healthy and happy. Im hoping to do some updating soon . A brother is lending me a laptop to use for a documentory project so while I have it ill try to put it to good use. For all you brothers and sisters who long for fellowship im sorry I havnt put more on here for you. I will try to actually get some things together just for you. I pray I can be diligent with my time and press into edifying the body.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Salvation Faith Obedience

I. Salvation only in the name of Christ (Top) Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Acts 4:12Brethren, we ought so to think of Jesus Christ, as of God, as of the Judge of the living and the dead. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.1…We might now be made deserving by the goodness of God, and having made clear our inability to enter into the kingdom of God of ourselves, might be enabled by the ability of God… Having then in the former time demonstrated the inability of our nature to obtain life, and having now revealed a Savior able to save even creatures which have no ability, He willed that for both reasons we should believe in His goodness and should regard Him as nurse, father, teacher, counselor, physician, mind, light, honor, glory, strength and life.Letter to Diognetus (A.D. 125-200) ch.9"I saw, Sir," say I. "Thus," said he, "no one shall enter into the kingdom of God, except he receive the name of His Son… Whosoever shall not receive His name, shall not enter into the kingdom of God." Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.47"They," said he, "are holy spirits; and no man can otherwise be found in the kingdom of God, unless these shall clothe him with their garment; for if you receive only the name, but receive not the garment from them, you profit nothing... If [therefore] you bear the Name, and bear not His power, you shall bear His Name to none effect.” Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.48Even those that bear His name with their whole heart. He Himself then is become their foundation, and He sustains them gladly, because they are not ashamed to bear His name." Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg. 48The first is Faith, and the second, Continence, and the third, Power, and the fourth, Long-suffering. But the others stationed between them have these names - Simplicity, Guilelessness, Purity, Cheerfulness, Truth, Understanding, Concord, Love. He that bears these names and the name of the Son of God shall be able to enter into the kingdom of God. Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg. 49 II. The role of grace in salvation (Top) For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God. Ephesians 2:8For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world; Titus 2:11, 12Let us look steadfastly to the blood of Christ, and see how precious that blood is to God, which, having been shed for our salvation, has set the grace of repentance before the whole world. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.7Let us therefore cleave unto those to whom grace is given from God … being justified by works and not by words. For He said; He that said much shall hear also again. Does the ready talker think to be righteous?Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch. 30For He had mercy on us, and in His compassion saved us, having beheld in us much error and perdition, even when we had no hope of salvation, save that which came from Him. For He called us, when we were not, and from not being He willed us to be. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.1Though you saw Him not, you believe with joy unutterable and full of glory; unto which joy many desire to enter in; forasmuch as you know that it is by grace you are saved, not of works, but by the will of God through Jesus Christ. Wherefore gird up your loins and serve God in fear and truth, forsaking the vain and empty talking and the error of the many. Polycarp (A.D. 69-156) ch.1-2Grace; which confers understanding, which reveals mysteries, which announces seasons, which rejoices over the faithful, which is bestowed upon those who seek her, even those by whom the pledges of faith are not broken, nor the boundaries of the fathers overstepped. Letter to Diognetus (A.D. 125-200) ch.11We must hear the savior speaking thus, "Come, follow Me." For to the pure in heart He now becomes the way. But into the impure soul the grace of God finds no entrance. Clement of Alexandria (A.D. 195) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.595For God conspires with willing souls. But if they abandon their eagerness, the spirit which is bestowed by God is also restrained. For to save the unwilling is the part of one exercising compulsion; but to save the willing, that of one showing grace. Nor does the kingdom of heaven belong to sleepers and sluggards…Clement of Alexandria (A.D. 195) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.597SEE ALSO: GRACE, FAITH (Top) III. The role of faith in salvation (Top) For her faith and hospitality Rahab the harlot was saved.Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.12And so we, having been called through His will in Christ Jesus, are not justified through ourselves or through our own wisdom or understanding or piety or works which we wrought in holiness of heart, but through faith, whereby the Almighty God justified all men that have been from the beginning; to whom be the glory for ever and ever. Amen. What then must we do, brethren? Must we idly abstain from doing good, and forsake love? May the Master never allow this to befall us at least; but let us hasten with instancy and zeal to accomplish every good work. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch. 32-33Let us therefore contend, that we may be found in the number of those that patiently await Him, to the end that we may be partakers of His promised gifts. But how shall this be, dearly beloved? If our mind be fixed through faith towards God; if we seek out those things which are well pleasing and acceptable unto Him; if we accomplish such things as beseem His faultless will, and follow the way of truth, casting off from ourselves all unrighteousness and iniquity, covetousness, strifes, malignities and deceits, whisperings and backbitings, hatred of God, pride and arrogance, vainglory and inhospitality. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.35None of these things is hidden from you, if you be perfect in your faith and love toward Jesus Christ, for these are the beginning and end of life - faith is the beginning and love is the end - and the two being found in unity are God, while all things else follow in their train unto true nobility. No man professing faith sins, and no man possessing love hates. The tree is manifest from its fruit; so they that profess to be Christ's shall be seen through their actions. For the Work is not a thing of profession now, but is seen then when one is found in the power of faith unto the end. Ignatius: to the Ephesians (A.D. 35-105) ch.14And the second, that is girded about and looks like a man, is called Self-Control; she is the daughter of Faith. Whosoever then shall follow her, becomes happy in his life, for he shall refrain from all evil deeds, believing that, if he refrain from every evil desire, he shall inherit eternal life. Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.16And now, by the parable of the leaven, the Lord shows concealment; for He says, "The kingdom of heaven is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three measures of meal, till the whole was leavened." For the tripartite soul is saved by obedience, through the spiritual power hidden in it by faith. Clement of Alexandria (A.D. 195) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.463So that when we hear, "Your faith has saved you,” we do not understand Him to say absolutely that those who have believed in any way whatever shall be saved, unless also works follow. But it was to the Jews alone that He spoke this utterance, who kept the law and lived blamelessly, who wanted only faith in the Lord. Clement of Alexandria (A.D. 195) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.505But how can a man say that he believes in Christ, who does not do what Christ commanded him to do? Or whence shall he attain to the reward of faith, who will not keep the faith of the commandment? He must of necessity waver and wander, and, caught away by a spirit of error, like dust which is shaken by the wind, be blown about; and he will make no advance in his walk towards salvation, because he does not keep the truth of the way of salvation. Cyprian (A.D. 250) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.5 pg.421SEE ALSO: GRACE, FAITH IV. The role of obedience in salvation (Top) …being made perfect, he became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him. Hebrews 5:9In flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ:2 Thessalonians 1:8But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath,Romans 2:8Noah preached repentance, and those who obeyed were saved. Jonah proclaimed destruction to the Ninevites; but they, repenting of their sins, made atonement to God by prayer, and obtained salvation, although they were aliens [to the covenant] of God. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.7The fear of (God) is good and great and saves all them that walk therein in a pure mind with holiness. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.21Let us therefore cleave unto those to whom grace is given from God. Let us clothe ourselves in concord, being lowly-minded and temperate, holding ourselves aloof from all backbiting and evil speaking, being justified by works and not by words. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.30Blessed were we, dearly beloved, if we should be doing the commandments of God in concord of love, to the end that our sins may through love be forgiven us. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.50Let us therefore be obedient unto His most holy and glorious Name, thereby escaping the threatenings which were spoken of old by the mouth of Wisdom against them which disobey, that we may dwell safely, trusting in the most holy Name of His majesty. Clement of Rome (A.D. 96) ch.57For, if we do the will of Christ, we shall find rest; but if otherwise, then nothing shall deliver us from eternal punishment, if we should disobey His commandments.Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.6So then, my brethren, let us contend, knowing that the contest is nigh at hand, and that, while many resort to the corruptible contests, yet not all are crowned, but only they that have toiled hard and contended bravely. And if we cannot all be crowned, let us at least come near to the crown. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.7Wherefore, brethren, if we shall have done the will of the Father and kept the flesh pure and guarded the commandments of the Lord, we shall receive life eternal. For the Lord said in the Gospel, If you kept not that which is little, who shall give unto you that which is great? For I say unto you that he which is faithful in the least, is faithful also in much. So then He means this, Keep the flesh pure and the seal unstained, to the end that we may receive life. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.8Wherefore, my brethren, let us not be double-minded but endure patiently in hope, that we may also obtain our reward. For faithful is He that promised to pay to each man the recompense of his works. If therefore we shall have wrought righteousness in the sight of God, we shall enter into His kingdom and shall receive the promises which ear has not heard nor eye seen, neither has it entered into the heart of man. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.11But if we do not the will of the Lord, we shall be of the scripture that said, My house was made a den of robbers. So therefore let us choose rather to be of the Church of life, that we may be saved. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.14Now I do not think that I have given any mean counsel respecting continence, and whosoever performs it shall not repent thereof, but shall save both himself and me his counselor. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch.15I read to you an exhortation to the end that you may give heed to the things which are written, so that you may save both yourselves and him that reads in the midst of you. For I ask of you as a reward that you repent with your whole heart, and give salvation and life to yourselves. Second Clement (A.D. 100) ch. 19Now He that raised Him from the dead will raise us also; if we do His will and walk in His commandments and love the things which He loved, abstaining from all unrighteousness, covetousness, love of money, evil speaking, false witness; not rendering evil for evil or railing for railing or blow for blow or cursing for cursing; Polycarp (A.D. 69-156) ch.2"For I know that, if I shall add no more to my sins, I shall be saved." "You shall be saved," he said, "you and all, as many as shall do these things." Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.22"Sir, these commandments are great and beautiful and glorious, and are able to gladden the heart of the man who is able to observe them. But I know not whether these commandments can be kept by a man, for they are very hard." He answered and said unto me; "If you set it before yourself that they can be kept, you will easily keep them, and they will not be hard; but if it once enter into your heart that they cannot be kept by a man, you will not keep them. But now I say unto you; if you keep them not. but neglect them you shall not have salvation, neither your children nor your household, since you have already pronounced judgment against yourself that these commandments cannot be kept by a man." Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.29Go, and tell all men to repent, and they shall live unto God; for the Lord in His compassion sent me to give repentance to all, though some of them, because of their deeds do not deserve to be saved. Hermas (A.D. 150) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.42And we have been taught that He in the beginning did of His goodness, for man's sake, create all things out of unformed matter; and if men by their works show themselves worthy of this His design, they are deemed worthy, and so we have received - of reigning in company with Him, being delivered from corruption and suffering. Justin Martyr (A.D. 160) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg.165Nor did He stand in need of our service when He ordered us to follow Him; but He thus bestowed salvation upon ourselves. For to follow the Savior is to be a partaker of salvation, and to follow light is to receive light. But those who are in light do not themselves illumine the light, but are illumined and revealed by it: they do certainly contribute nothing to it, but, receiving the benefit, they are illumined by the light. Thus, also, service [rendered] to God does indeed profit God nothing, nor has God need of human obedience; but He grants to those who follow and serve Him life and in-corruption and eternal glory, bestowing benefit upon those who serve [Him], because they do serve Him, and on His followers, because they do follow Him; but does not receive any benefit from them: for He is rich, perfect, and in need of nothing. Irenaeus (A.D. 180) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.1 pg. 478For as man, disobeying, drew death upon himself; so, obeying the will of God, he who desires is able to procure for himself life everlasting. For God has given us a law and holy commandments; and every one who keeps these can be saved, and, obtaining the resurrection, can inherit incorruption. Theophilus (A.D. 180) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.105Forgiveness of past sins, then, God gives; but of future, each one gives to himself. And this is to repent, to condemn the past deeds, and beg oblivion of them from the Father, who only of all is able to undo what is done, by mercy proceeding from Him, and to blot out former sins by the dew of the Spirit. "For by the state in which I find you will I judge," Clement of Alexandria (A.D. 195) Ante-Nicene Fathers vol.2 pg.602SEE ALSO: COMMANDMENTS KEEPING

Friday, September 27, 2013


Can you see the end of this ratted old wall paper ? With a little vision and diligence to follow through, I can envision something beautiful.We need vision to see the end of what God has begun in us brothers and sisters. if we are to endure to the end we need to have a vision.

*[[Jas 5:11]] KJV* Behold, we count them happy which endure. Ye have heard of the patience of Job, and have seen the end of the Lord; that the Lord is very pitiful, and of tender mercy.

*[[Pro 29:18]] KJV* Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keepeth the law, happy is he.

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Homemade house

So its been awhile now bout 4 months since we landed in oregon. I sold my camper van bought a pull behind camper and started putting it all together on the side of a hill. Its been alot of hard work and its still not done but its warm and dry. It seems like the rain has made its way for the season, I just barely made it in by the skin of my teeth! I recycled a host of materials like...outside from a carport, brothers got some vinyle billboards , I used one for my roof, along with two huge tarps from harbor freight. Free sliding glass door and a bunch of screws (thanks brother joel) its slowly coming together thank God. Im looking forward to some cozy nights ,a hot drink and Gods word ! Its a pilgrims paradise and im not gonna take it for granted.Yeshua knows what we need,even the birds make nests!

Monday, September 23, 2013

Honesty is the best policy

*[[Mat 13:8]] KJV* But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

A day at the park

Yesterday a group of us went out preaching all around town. The love of God is calling men to repentance !

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Friday, June 28, 2013

Saturday market

There is a large saturday market in eugene.  We hope to be going on a regular basis through the summer. Sorry I havent been posting much, ive been to busy with work bolth for my family and the Kingdom that the blogs have been set aside , I have been shooting a bunch of pictures and hope to up date this and the zion road blog soon.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

What if ?

At the U of O today out preaching. We have been blessed with the brothers here in oregon.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Life on the road

With all the challenges of traveling with a family, at the end of the day when the view is like this it all seems worth it.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Gather yourselves together .

Zep 2:1  Gather yourselves together, yea, gather together, O nation not desired; 
Zep 2:2  Before the decree bring forth, before the day pass as the chaff, before the fierce anger of the LORD come upon you, before the day of the LORD'S anger come upon you. 
Zep 2:3  Seek ye the LORD, all ye meek of the earth, which have wrought his judgment; seek righteousness, seek meekness: it may be ye shall be hid in the day of the LORD'S anger.

Meekness :H6038
From H6035; condescension, human and subjective (modesty), or divine and objective (clemency): - gentleness, humility, meekness.

Righteousness: H6664

From H6663; the right (natural, moral or legal); also (abstractly) equity or (figuratively) prosperity: -  X even, (X that which is altogether) just (-ice), ([un-]) right (-eous) (cause, -ly, -ness).

Thursday, May 16, 2013

street preaching in denver

While helping my family move i decided to go out street preaching in Denver. Same old response which is usually not a whole lot of interest. Its good to get out and stand on the corner somewhere with a bible verse. its a very humbling thing to do at times, but that can be beneficial to the soul of a man.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

"What does it cost?"

                   I have found over the years that there are very few people (including myself at one time) who are truly willing to consider this question "What does it cost?" This is not a trivial matter because it involves the salvation of our souls. What does it cost to be a true Christian? This is the most important question we will ever consider in our life. But because of serious thought about this question thousands, after seeming to begin well — many turn away from the road to Heaven, and are lost forever in Hell.
We live in a day when many profess to be a Christian. If you ask the average person if they are a Christian, the answer is usually yes. Yet it is very common to see people receive the Word with joy, and then after two or three years fall away and go back to their sins. I know this is true from personal experience. I did not consider nor was I ever asked by aChristian what it costs to be a really consistent believer and holy Christian. Shouldn’t we often sit down and count the cost and consider the state of our souls? If we desire to be truly holy, it is a good sign. We should thank God for putting that desire in our hearts. But we still need to actually count the cost with great objectivity. Without a doubt Christ's way to eternal life is a way of pleasantness. But it is folly to shut our eyes to the fact that His way is narrow — and the cross comes before the crown.
I know that it costs nothing less than the blood of Jesus to provide atonement and to redeem man from Hell. The price paid for our redemption was nothing less than the death of Jesus Christ on Calvary. We "are bought with a price." "Christ gave Himself a ransom for all" (1 Corinthians 6:20; 1 Timothy 2:6). But this is not the question. The point I want you to consider is what must a man be ready to give up if he wishes to be saved? What amount of sacrifice must a man submit to if he intends to serve Christ?
It costs very little to be an outward Christian. A person has only to attend church on Sunday, be moral during the week and he has gone as far as thousands around him ever go in being a Christian. All this is cheap and easy — it entails no self-denial or self-sacrifice. But if this is saving Christianity and it will take us to Heaven when we die — we must alter the description of the way of life and say, "Wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to Heaven!"
But it does cost something to be a true Christian according to the Bible. There are: enemies to be overcome, battles to be fought, sacrifices to be made, an Egypt to be forsaken, a wilderness to be passed through, a cross to be carried, and a race to be run. True Christianity is not putting a man in a recliner and pleasantly taking him to Heaven. It is the beginning of a mighty conflict, in which it costs much to win the victory. Therein is the terrifying importance of "counting the cost."
Suppose a person feels drawn and inclined to follow Jesus. Suppose that some great affliction or some sudden death or a powerful sermon has stirred his conscience and made him feel the desire to become a Christian. His sins may be freely forgiven — however many and great. His heart may be completely changed — however cold and hard. Christ and the Holy Spirit, mercy and grace — are all ready for him. But still, he should count the cost.
True Christianity will cost a person their SELF-RIGHTEOUSNESS. They must cast away all pride and conceit of their own goodness. They must be content to go to Heaven as a poor sinner saved only by free grace, owing all to the merit and righteousness of another. They must really feel that they have "erred and gone astray like a lost sheep," that they have "left undone the things they ought to have done, and that there is no strength in them."
True Christianity will cost a person their SINS. They must be willing to give up every habit and practice which is wrong in God's sight. They must set their face against it, break away from it, fight with it, crucify it and labor to keep it under control, regardless what people around them may say or think. There must be no secret truce with any special sin which they love. They must count all sins as deadly enemies, and hate every false way. Whether little or great, open or secret — all sins must be thoroughly renounced. Sin may struggle hard with them every day, and sometimes almost get the mastery over them. But they must never give way to them. They must keep up a perpetual war with sin. "Cast away from you all your transgressions." "Break off your sins . . . and iniquities." "Cease to do evil" (Ezekiel 18:31; Daniel4:27; Isaiah 1:16).
Sin is often as dear to us as our children. We love them, hug them, cleave to them and delight in them. To part with them is as hard as cutting off a hand or plucking out an eye! But it must be done the parting must come. "Though wickedness is sweet in the sinner's mouth, though he hides it under his tongue; though he spares it, and forsakes it not," yet it must be given up, if he wishes to be saved (Job 20:12, 13). They and sin must fight — if he and God are to be friends. Jesus is willing to receive any sinner. But He will not receive them if they stick to their sins.
True Christianity will cost a person their love of EASE. They must take pains and trouble, if they mean to run a successful race. They must daily watch and stand on their guard, like a soldier on enemy's ground. They must take heed to their behavior every hour of the day, in every company and in every place, in public as well as in private, among strangers as well as at home. They must be careful with their time, their tongue, theirs temper, their thoughts, their imagination, their motives, and their conduct in every relation of life. They must be diligent in prayer, studying the scripture and with all their means of grace. They may come far short of perfection; but there is none of them who can safely be neglected. "The soul of the sluggard desires, and has nothing: but the soul of the diligent shall be made fat" (Proverbs 13:4). This sounds hard but anything that requires exertion and labor is entirely against the grain of our hearts. The soul can have "no gains without pains."
Lastly, true Christianity will cost a person the favor of the WORLD. They must be content to be thought poorly of by man — if he is to be pleasing to God. They must count it no strange thing to be mocked, ridiculed, slandered, persecuted and even hated. They must not be surprised to find that his opinions and practices are despised and held up to scorn. They must submit to be thought by many a fool, an enthusiast and a fanatic — to have his words perverted and his actions misrepresented. In fact, they must not marvel if some call him mad. Jesus said, "Remember the word that I said unto you, 'The servant is not greater than his Master.' If they have persecuted Me — they will also persecute you" (John 15:20).
We don’t like unjust dealings and false charges and hate being accused without cause. We would not be flesh and blood — if we did not wish to be thought well of by our neighbors. It is always unpleasant to be spoken against and forsaken and lied about — and to stand alone. But there is no help for it. The cup which Jesus drank must be drunk by His disciples. They must be "despised and rejected of men" (Isaiah 53:3). To be a Christian, it will cost a person the favor of the world. Considering the weight of this great cost, only a fool would dare say that they may keep their self-righteousness, their sins, their laziness and their love of the world — and still be saved!
What sane man or woman could doubt that it is worth any cost to have their soul saved? When a ship is in danger of sinking, the crew wouldn’t hesitate in casting overboard any precious cargo. When a limb is rotten, a person will submit to any severe operation even to amputation — to save their life. Surely a true Christian should be willing to give up anything which stands between him and Heaven. A faith or belief which costs nothing — is worth nothing! A cheap, easy Christianity, without a cross — will prove in the end a useless Christianity, without a crown!
My experience has been that most who profess Christ now days are not "rooted and grounded" in their faith. Too often they have gained their knowledge second-hand, from being in Christian families, or from being trained in Christian ways — but they have never worked it out by their own inward experience. Many times they have hastily taken up a profession of faith under the pressure of circumstances or from feelings/emotional excitement — but without any solid work of grace in their hearts. People like this are in a position of immense danger. They are precisely those, if Bible examples are worth anything, which need to be exhorted to count the cost.
The Israelites perished in the wilderness between Egypt and Canaan. They left Egypt full of zeal and fervor. But when they found dangers and difficulties in the way, their courage soon cooled down. They had never considered trouble. They thought they would be in the Promised Land a few days. So when enemies, hunger and thirst began to try them — they murmured against Moses and God and would gladly have wanted to go back to Egypt. They had not counted the cost — and so lost everything and died in their sins.
Many of the Jesus's hearers went back after a time and "walked no more with Him" (John 6:66). When they first saw His miracles and heard His preaching, they thought "the kingdom of God would immediately appear." They cast in their lot with His apostles and followed Him without thinking of the consequences. But when they found that there were hard doctrines to be believed, hard work to be done and hard treatment to be borne — their faith gave way entirely and proved to be nothing at all. In a word, they had not counted the cost, and so made shipwreck of their profession.
Demas forsook the company of Paul, forsook the gospel, forsook Christ, and forsook Heaven. For a long time he journeyed with Paul and was actually a "fellow-laborer." But when he found he could not have the friendship of this world as well as the friendship of God — he gave up his Christianity and cleaved to the world. "Demas has forsaken me," says Paul, "having loved this present world" (2 Timothy 4:10). He had not "counted the cost."
Many have professed what they have not really experienced. They receive the Word with such "joy", that it almost startles older Christians. They run for a time with such zeal and fervor, that they seem way ahead of others. They talk and work about spiritual subjects with such enthusiasm that they make some believers feel ashamed. But when the novelty and freshness of their feelings is gone — a change comes over them. They prove to have been nothing more than stony-ground hearers. The description Jesus gives in the parable of the sower is: "But since he has no root, he lasts only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word — he quickly falls away!" (Matthew13:21). Little by little their zeal melts away, and their love becomes cold. And why? They had never counted the cost.
By not counting the cost, thousands of professed converts, in revivals — go back to the world after a time and bring disgrace to Christianity. They begin with a mistaken notion of what is true Christianity. They imagine it consists of nothing more than a so-called "coming to Christ" and having strong feelings of joy and peace. When they find, after a time, that there is a cross to be carried, that their hearts are deceitful and that there is a busy devil always near them — they cool down and return to their old sins. Why? Because they had really never known what Bible Christianity is. They had never learned that we must count the cost.
By not counting the cost, the children of Christian parents often turn out bad and bring disgrace to Christianity. Familiar from their childhood with the form and theory of the gospel, taught even from infancy to repeat certain verses and instructed in the gospel — they often grow up professing to be a Christian without knowing why, or without ever having thought seriously about it. And then when the realities of grown-up life begin to pressure them, they often drop their faith and plunge into the world! Why? They had never thoroughly understood the sacrifices which Christianity entails. They had never been taught to count the cost. These are solemn and painful truths. They all help to show the immense importance of the subject. They all point out the absolute necessity of pressing the subject of this message on all who profess a desire for holiness and of crying aloud "Count the cost."
The duty of preaching and teaching counting the cost should be taught much more than it is. However, hurry is the order of the day with most Christians. Instantaneous conversions and immediate peace are the only results most people care about from today's gospel. People need to be told honestly what it is they are taking up, if they profess a desire to come out from the world and serve Christ. Has anyone ever ask you seriously what the Lord Jesus Christ's practice was in this matter? "Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters — yes, even his own life — he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple!" (Luke 14:25-27). I have to truthfully say I cannot reconcile this passage with the teaching and preaching of most men from the pulpit in 2013. It shows me that we ought not to hurry men into professing Christianity, without warning them plainly to count the cost.
If we desire to be pleasing to Him we should never be ashamed of walking in the steps of our Lord Jesus. Implore others to consider their ways. Compel them with holy violence to come in, to lay down their arms and to yield themselves to God. But in all your work, tell the truth, and the whole truth. Do not speak only of the uniform, the pay and the glory; speak also of the enemies, the battle, the armor, the watching, the marching and the drill. Do not present only one side of Christianity. Do not keep back the cross of self-denial that must be carried, when you speak of the cross on which Christ died for our redemption. Explain fully what Christianity entails. Entreat men to repent and come to Christ — but bid them at the same time to count the cost! I don’t mean to discourage anyone or to keep anyone back from Christ's service. It is my heart's desire to encourage everyone to go forward and take up the cross. Let us count the cost by all means, and count it carefully. But remember if we count rightly and look on all sides, there is nothing that need make us afraid.
How did Noah persevere in building the ark? He stood alone amidst a world of sinners and unbelievers. He had to endure scorn, ridicule and mockery. What was it that made him patiently work on and face it all? It was faith. He believed in a wrath to come. He believed that there was no safety, except in the ark that he was preparing. Believing, he held the world's opinion very cheap. He counted the cost by faith, and had no doubt that to build the ark was gain.
How did Moses forsake the pleasures of Pharaoh's house and refuse to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter? How was it that he cast his lot with a despised people like the Hebrews and risked everything in this world in carrying out the great work of their deliverance from bondage? To the natural eye he was losing everything and gaining nothing. What was it that moved him? It was faith. He believed that the "recompense of reward" was far better than all the honors of Egypt. He counted the cost by faith, as "seeing Him who is invisible," and was persuaded that to forsake Egypt and go forth into the wilderness was gain.
How did Saul the Pharisee ever make up his mind to become a Christian? The cost and sacrifices of the change were fearfully great. He gave up all his brilliant prospects among his own people. He brought on himself instead of man's favor man's hatred, man's enmity and man's persecution, even unto death. What was it that enabled him to face it all? It was faith. He believed that Jesus, who met him on the way to Damascus, could give him a hundredfold more than he gave up, and in the world to come, everlasting life. By faith he counted the cost and saw clearly on which side the balance lay. He believed firmly that to carry the cross of Christ was gain.
The faith which made Noah, Moses and Paul do what they did, that faith is the great secret of coming to a right conclusion about our souls. That same faith must be our helper and reckoned when we sit down to count the cost of being a true Christian. That same faith is to be had for the asking. "He gives more grace" (James 4:6). Armed with that faith we shall set things down at their true value. Filled with that faith we shall neither add to the cross, nor subtract from the crown. Our conclusions will be all correct. Our sum total will be without error.
So ask yourself now this serious question: "What has my Christianity cost me?" Very likely it has cost you nothing. Very probably it neither costs you trouble, time, thought, care, pains, reading, praying, self-denial, conflict, or labor of any kind. Now listen carefully, such a Christianity or faith as this, will never save your soul!! It will never give you peace while you live nor hope when you die. It will not support you in the day of affliction nor cheer you in the hour of death. A Christianity or faith which costs nothing — is worth nothing! Wake up before it is too late. Wake up and repent. Wake up and be converted. Wake up and believe. Wake up and pray. Don’t rest or sleep until you can give a satisfactory answer to this question: "What does it cost?"
Think what it cost to provide a salvation for your soul. Think how the Son of God left Heaven and became a Man, suffered on the cross and died to pay your sin-debt to God and worked out for you a complete redemption. Think of all this and learn that it is no light matter to possess an immortal soul. It is worthwhile to have some trouble about one's soul. But ponder this, are we are so lazy that we will miss Heaven for lack of being troubled? Are you really determined to be shipwrecked forever, because of dislike or exertion? Why not rather say to yourself, "Whatever it may cost, I will, at any rate, strive to enter in at the strait gate." Look at the cross of Christ and take fresh courage. Look forward to death, judgment and eternity and be in earnest. It may cost much to be a Christian, but you may be sure it pays tremendous dividends.
Time is very short! A few more years of watching and praying, a few more tossing' s on the sea of life, a few more deaths and changes, a few more winters and summers and it will all be over. We will have fought our last battle and shall need to fight no more. The presence and company of Christ will make amends for all we suffered in this life. When we see as we have been seen, and look back on the journey of life we shall wonder at our own faintness of heart. We shall marvel that we made so much of our cross and thought so little of our crown. We shall marvel that in "counting the cost" how could we ever doubt which side the balance of profit lay. Take courage. It may cost much to be a true Christian and a consistent holy man — but it pays!
Bodolan Cristian